katnmouse

Massage?

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 22:28:03 GMT

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FETLIFE!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 21:11:32 GMT

http://fetlife.com/sit_on_santas_lap

F-E-T-L-I-F-E

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 10:32:20 GMT

MIdori does it again!

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 21:55:58 GMT

I am truly inspired! So simple yet WOW such a message!....of course it's funny too :)

.....lost......

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:40:06 GMT

i am not sure what's up? lots of crazy things happening sure....that's life.....but it's that feeling like things aren't "fitting" correctly - ya know what i mean? like something is wrong but ya just can't put your finger on it.....like there is no connection with anyone or anything?......i think that's what scares me.....no connection.....things feel all muttled! Left right?.......not so much up/down.....just flat.......just finished a full moon so i know folks have been out of sorts but this is lasting quite awhile......hope this clears before "Thunder".......

wow -my boy.....how lifeworks.....

Mon, 18 May 2009 07:45:33 GMT

I was so very proud of my boy this weekend - smashedagainst
He was on display for many to see at an anal workshop. He is so beautiful and has so much to give. Many get to see him in compromising situations. I originally thought that most of all the fuss was physical. But this weekend when spontaneously after the workshop we had a special request for some watersports in the bathtub - what started out as one very funny instructor quickly turned into a line at the bathroom door for the next 6 people to try. I found it very ironic that none of the boys from the audience stayed to partake but all the ladies couldn't resist. I said to myself - hey oh i want to see the display and then quickly realized that these were strangers and probably might not appreciate the public display were I to open the door. So I waited outside with the "line" of eager beavers (pun intended :)) But what I realized that night after breaking several cherries was that he was so absolutely beautiful, pure, and honest of heart. He truly loves to make others happy and in that moment I was like a proud mama watching her baby walk for the first time. But in that same thought i realized that he was like the pope in the vatican - he cleansed these folks - he gave them an experience that transcended the physical by creating a safe space for them to be completely themselves! One woman came out and said, "I can't believe I did that - i didn't think i could pee - but then it started and I saw how happy he was and then I didn't want to stop - it was like OH YEAH!" This woman who by all intensive purposes people would consider to be a bottom/submissive switched on a dime - how awesome was that - how fluid - no boundaries - no labels - no judgement - a moment that none of us could put a label on and that we all shared through the heart and soul. I am so proud of him - i love him so much - i am so blessed to have him in my life and i think everyone should know what a masterpiece he truly is!

Primary? Secondary?....i am not sure how to count anymore...

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:27:13 GMT

......so maybe someone can clear this up for me because i guess i am a bit naive and new to this whole "primary" "secondary" thing....

....does it mean that you are Primary or Secondary if you request to have a "date" sometime the next week and you get told that maybe we can do it but i have a lot of work and stuff - "we see" is the basic answer.........

.......does it mean that you are Primary or Secondary when that person then states "you don't mind if i have coffee this week with so and so - right?".....

.....my answer was "no of course not"...because otherwise i am the bitchy "secondary"...........which is ironic when someone tells you that you are the primary......

.....so really i guess my answer should have been......well if you are asking the primary then i guess we can go out on our date and work on us being primary when you decide we are actually primary again......until then i guess we are technically just "hookups - right?"

.....i guess it's easier for me to be snotty and snide here so i can let it go........

Thank you for all your support! Susan G. Komen

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 09:14:05 GMT

THIS IS FOR YOU MOM! I WALKED FOR BARBARA!
Hi All - just a quick thank you to everyone that supported me in the Susan G. Komen 5k walk in Balboa Park! We did the walk in 1hr23min! Not quite a record but check out how many folks were there! A sea of people as far as you could see in front of us and it was the same behind us as well! I managed to raise $339- altogether! I think it was the most on my team! I couldn't have done it without all the support I had from everyone! Thanks again! Don't forget to get your mammogram! Hugs - Kat
http://rfcsd.convio.net/site/TR/Race/General?px=1164903&pg=personal&fr_id=1030&et=fygSum0Ds0c2vvpiTbTGxQ..&s_tafId=5001

YOUR SUPPORT IS GREATLY APPRECIATED AND NEEDED BADLY!

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 08:30:52 GMT

Click here to go to my Race Page!

Race for the Cure - Please support!

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 10:03:46 GMT

Click here to go to my Race Page!

Wow - latest play.....

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 10:34:02 GMT

It's been too long since I posted! There has been play on a regular basis but somehow it doesn't always seem so special when work, school, and family get in the way. But then things calm down - or you have the right moment - or you have the right person and then it just "clicks"! Well, tonight it was a lil slice of heaven. Unexpected - totally not planned - started as just "hey, check out this new toy"......and then......tehe My cute lil boy as you all know is smashedagainst and we often use him as our whipping post and "tester" boy when things pop up here at the <HUT, HOLLOW, HANGOUT, HIDEAWAY, HABITAT>. We don't quite have a compound as it's just cozy enough to entertain vanilla folks.....when that need arises - tehe! Our Raven roommie happened upon a steel cane (yeah right - it's a huge hunk o' steel with a handle - look out!). She hadn't used it yet (as she just purchased it) and had been waving it around regularly. We had our regular nightly chat by and in the Jacuzzi (or as we like to call it the "most expensive ride at the fair"!). We decided it was time to test the toy on smashedagainst . We proceed to start with his cute lil girl butt and then gave him a few good whacks on the legs....nothing really heavy as he was a bit fussy this evening :) U still cute booboo's! I busted out my new flogger that Raven roomie just gave me! Thanks! and we proceeded to go to town and warm boy up! We were talking and laughing and flogging and caning and grunting........ah....i love my life!.......as we were talking the conversation happened upon one of my new favorite toys! Insert "muuuuuuuuaaaaaaaahhhhhhh" here! It is a blow up Anal insertible :) You pump it up just like you get your blood pressure checked in the doctors office but it's a plug that expands in your ass. Kewl right? Normally it would be just enough to have that but WAIT - THERE'S MORE! The center is hollow and there is a hollow tube that sticks out the ass like a tail. This enables you to have the ass open and the center hole to put whatever someone might choose into the ass! Insert "muuuuuuuuaaaaaaaahhhhhhh" here! So of course i blow as much air into this tube as possible (i believe in carrying my own tools/toys - i.e. my fist is my cock!)! smashedagainst knows how much I love to play! I am a kid in a candy store - "what does this do?" "What does that do?" button push button push :) tehe This would also be after we wrapped his cock and balls with a leather wrap with velcro and attached a huge heavy ball weight so to where it almost hit the bed when he is on all fours.........rawr.....mmmm.......all fours.....oh wait - i digress! So we spend at least a good 20 minutes fucking with his asshole - pumping it up - letting the air out - pumping it up - blow in tube - letting the air out - blow it up - spit in some water (roflmao! gurggle gurggle gurggle!) - as i am laughing and pointing at boys' butt - like "look at how fucked up and fun this is!" all of a sudden the water I just spit into his ass comes shooting out the tube! the look on both our faces was priceless. Luckily we have chucks pads and towels! And luckily the tube was pointed away from us! INSTANT ENEMA ANYONE? tehe God - you can't write this shit! Anyhow, when it started to get later on down the road I handed the Raven roomie the heater hose and out popped the new toy only to be replaced by my fat fisted cock! Smacked at those balls and pulled the weight off! Threw some of my favorite lube in there (Crisco) and viola! Yes folks - i made my cute lil boy/girl smashedagainst squirt! He shot himself in the leg! And Raven roomie and i glowed like proud mama's! Thanks for instigating some "stuff" Raven roomie! Off to the showers and sweet Crisco-ie dreams! Thanks All!

Natto Fun - love it!

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 10:20:49 GMT

wow! i just don't understand.....it's 2008!

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 08:19:56 GMT

I saw this on Midori's post and wanted to share! everyone should be disappointed at how the world acts today!

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/europe/was-ahmet-yildiz-the-victim-of-turkeys-first-gay-honour-killing-871822.html
I just can't wrap the brain around it! unacceptable!

Bitch or Switch?

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 06:49:43 GMT

Do you have an inclination for BDSM?
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You scored as Switch

(((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.))) You know what you want but it has nothing to do with your own role in the bedroom. You have the ability to be flexible in that area which can be useful for exploring you sexuality with your partner.

Switch

82%

Experimental

75%

Bondage

75%

Masochist

71%

Sadist

68%

Submissive

57%

Exhibitionist / Voyeur

54%

Degradation Lover

50%

Dominant

43%

Vanilla

25%

it's been awhile......

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 11:02:43 GMT

wow - not sure what to write other than it has been awhile and it's 4am and I can't sleep - not sure what that's all about either....things have been super crazy lately and i don't think i have handled things well at all. have you ever had one of those times in your life where all these things coincide together and you think to yourself that you can just ride the wave out? you know - wait a bit and then maybe the reason for all of it will become clear and then a door opens? and you take it and you are so relieved because now you are onto the next thing?....well there are no doors opening and no windows ajar and it looks like i have a mountain of mess in front of me and i am not exactly sure where to start. i only know it's one day at a time and that's about all i can muster right now - i know a lot of folks are mad that i am not keeping in touch but i just can't do it - no more keeping up with the jones' . its all about just surviving day by day right now -on a bright note though we might be having a shiny visitor come by tomorrow - that would be great as this cute lil star has such a spirit! i can't wait! now if i could just sleep.....
SLEEP.....WHAT'S THAT? tehe take care all!

....in need of a good cup of coffee?.....

Tue, 20 May 2008 10:28:00 GMT

http://pamshouseblend.com/

This is a great site but have your coffee in hand cuz you will be mesmerized to read! Goodtimes!

Thanks Pam!

awesome - i think this says it all!

Tue, 20 May 2008 10:00:31 GMT

WOW - I am SO happy to see this part of History! There IS hope for the future after all!

Cookie starts with "C"

Tue, 13 May 2008 10:07:53 GMT

Even if you are an AI hater you will appreciate the work that went into this video! I, however, love AI - i have watched since day one (literally!) - it's my one guilty embarrassing pleasure! Everyone has one! So click and enjoy!

.....I wish......

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 08:40:38 GMT

wow....i am not sure i am in the right state to post here or not......as i don't seem to know up from down anymore.....i am not sure if this post will do more harm than good as i am sad, angry, lost, and crazy all at the same time....i always prided myself on being able to help and to "fix" things for those that i cared about and loved......always thought i could be their protector.....even with work folks (i am a supervisor with 12 employees i care about very much)....i am a buffer, a friend, a best friend, a lover, a booboo kisser (like mom kisses the booboo's when you fall down)....but lately i feel like everything i have done - thinking it was helping and moving me in the right direction has managed to create this horrible zone like the Bermuda triangle that just fucks everything up! The Universe saying "bob and weave kat! bob and weave!" and then everything weaves and bobs.....ya know what i'm saying?......how do you work with a boss that's stuck in "the crazy box" and a peer that is Sybil with her 13 personalities.....how do you help someone with ADD realize that the "FLY HAIRS" that drive them absolutely batshit are so beautiful because THEY are beautiful....because you love them so much it hurts....because they are your best friend and your soulmate.....how do you bring two sisters together that absolutely hate each other for no good reason......how do you explain to them and to others that there is nothing more important in the world than to focus on the father that just got diagnosed with prostate cancer?......how do you reconcile in your head and heart that you knew this was happening because you dreamt about this "terrible" thing last week when it was all happening.......you knew.....you knew...something was wrong.......and you sat on it.....why?.....because....it all has a familiar ring to it.....because....it all happened before.....it happened with mom.....my world spun out of control.....for at least three years.....because it took 7 years to figure out how to live life again after she died of breast cancer.....because you have had 7 years with out any bad dreams about mom.....because.....last week you had a dream about watching your mom be cremated......you saw in detail in your head her body get loaded.......because in your dream you screamed so loud not to do it because you felt it was a mistake and that she was still alive....that it was all wrong.....and then......then you wake up.......how to you reconcile in your head.....how do you explain this to folks......how can you tell folks that you "just know" something is terribly wrong......that you know but you want to be in denial......you want to turn the clock back.....turn the fucking clock back and do what!......what does that fucking saying mean?.......what does it ALL mean......why the fuck do we do this to ourselves......why the fuck does this always seem to happen to people that DON'T deserve it and the stupid other fucks are still running around?.......now i am just being petty......i haven't written in SO SO long because i didn't really know what to say.....because i felt like i needed to SAY something when i wrote here....that you all deserve to read something other than just my day to day drivel that's the same as your day to day drivel......but i guess that's what this forum is for......to spew all that is inside out on paper or templates to see if somehow, someway we can make sense out of the nonsensical.......i appreciate you all who read this.....i value everyone that reads this as you have touched my life in many many ways whether we are still in contact or not.....i wish i was smarter......i wish i had all the answers.....i wish that i could help make everything better for you......but most of all i wish you all the awareness to understand how precious the day to day drivel really is.................THANK YOU FOR LISTENING
"I wish I was little bit taller, I wish I was a baller..." Skee-Lo

TMI filter update

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 06:51:23 GMT

FYI****************If you can not see the Hot Cocoa and Marshmallows entry after this POST but want to be on my TMI filter (for those brave, openminded souls) please just let me know - i just don't want to offend anyone that might currently be my friend :) I know that some folks might not be quite so adventurous. I am more than happy to add - the more the merrier - you all know what a freak i am and that I am kinda "switchy" when it comes to smashedagainst it's all in good fun :) lots of hugs and kisses!

ARE U F**KING KIDDING ME?!

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 06:24:47 GMT

http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/law/10/31/funeral.protests.ap/index.html

REALLY?.......SERIOUSLY?...........
HAVE PEOPLE JUST UP AND DONE LOST THEIR FREAKIN MINDS?
First of all how sad is it that there are children in this photo.........WTF - more stupid people breeding!

Smokey Mira Mesa - Update

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 02:33:24 GMT

Hi All! Just a quick update!

Well we put kitty in smashedagainst shop and he is now the official shop kitty mascot - i think.....all i know is my kitty has left me and decided that smashedagainst has a much more suitable lap to cuddle in! tehe - Geez - ungrateful lil.....ha! Anyhow - yes we are keeping the sense of humor cuz sometimes you need it to keep from going crazy. We left Mira Mesa yesterday evening while it was still light out.....i don't think we really realized until we were on the freeway what was really going on. When you see all the smoke in the sky - when you see all the folks on the road with their cars, trucks, and SUV's stuffed with crap, kids, and animals it really starts to hit home how many people this is affecting - when you get to the freeway onramp to see police officers directing traffic you realize this is an entire community - when you pull off on Friars rd to see Qualcomm filled with people having a different kind of tailgate party you realize it's bigger than you are. We were in shock and then we drove to Coronado . It was surreal - like there was nothing going on - blue skies - people out walking and enjoying the day - we ate dinner at a lil italian place called Tartine's and walked back home. It was like it was all a dream.....for a minute. Then we woke up to smokey air - and calls on our cell phones asking what the latest was! Drove back to smashedagainst work and saw tons of Walmart trucks in parking lot (at Qualcomm - good sign) - it looks like Street Scene was going on as they had rock bands for entertainment and kids throwing footballs (good sign for the kids there too!). Checked on kitty and all was well......all was well....hmmmm.....not really - on the news things seemed to get worse only we couldn't really get info about Mira Mesa - so i got stir crazy and hopped in my car to drive home - only i got to Mira Mesa and realized there was not fire near (whew!) - so i thought - well heck - let me check out my work building - so i drove down Scripps Poway pkwy - on the way i heard a random report that the 67 (leading up to Ramona) might have been open in spots - hmmmm..... - so i drove down and saw work building - still standing (whew - job security - yay!) - sun still shining (a bit orange but no black skies) - kept driving until i hit a roadblock - nothing like seeing roads blocked by the military - all dressed in uniform next to a Hummer with machine guns in hand! whoadang - where am i? not to be deterred i swung around and went down to poway rd trying to take the back ways up (i used to live up in Ramona so pretty familiar with it) only to see more and more police and military presence as i went along - i ended up finding my way back to interstate 15 to head up to Carmel Valley Rd - was very happy to drive by and call a friend who's house was on that road to tell her i was driving by and yes her house was still there! that was my purpose for going! i drove further up the 15 past West Bernardo drive (which was on lockdown - yes with police and military presence).......i slowed to about 30 miles per hour.....staring at the hillside in disbelief.....it's SO much different to see the charred hillside of a freeway and then to look left and actually see where it has skipped across the freeway to burn the other side.......i looked ahead and all i saw was blackish brown skies.....i could have kept going but i couldn't bring myself to do it.....i see the houses that survived these fires and think - oh yay! there are houses that made it.....but then i think....wow.....there are only certain houses that made it......kinda like me in Mira Mesa.....it burned seriously right up to us! but then it didn't.......it's so random but it's hard to accept how it has affected those that did lose.....ARE CURRENTLY losing......everything. I am so very thankful to have my family and friends.....while i didn't need their help this time i know they would be there in a heartbeat! Anyway, i am so very lucky to be writing this in the kitchen of my home that is still standing - it is so eerily quiet outside right now.....two blocks away there is a highschool filled with folks that might not be so lucky......i feel very lucky to live in the community i do of San Diego and to see such quick response from all the citizens - who did not wait for the mayor - who did not wait for the governor - who did not wait for the president and just provided help - and to all the people for proceeding in a quiet -graceful - accepting way - if i was being evacuated i don't know that i would be quite so graceful (all of you that know me - know that to be VERY true! tehe). I am so very proud this has not turned into a crazy mess like Katrina. i guess that's all i wanted to say - i am proud and grateful and i hope everyone else is well!......ok....i am off my soapbox now.......and to those of you i spoke with....i promise not to chase anymore fires!......maybe just the hotspots! :) JUST KIDDING! LOVE YOU!
FYI*******Click on smashedagainst to see his great GOOGLE map that has helped lots of peeps!

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 23:09:00 GMT

"This is a picture of an animal that does not have a self-esteem problem — humans, take note! This is an intelligent being that knows itself and what it needs and wants, yet possesses a natural dignity.

If you look deep into its eyes you might even detect a quiet amusement, presumably at how humans (or at least their leaders) are disgracing themselves in the sight of the Great Spirit by their ignorant, short-sighted, selfish and self-destructive trashing of the natural world, home to all life on Earth.

In any case, this is not the gaze of a being who feels itself in any way inferior to humans." - Serendipity.li

i luv Shel Silverstein!

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 05:33:09 GMT

Everyone should visit his site at least once - it's fun!
http://www.shelsilverstein.com/indexSite.html

Sarah Cynthia Sylvia Stout

Sarah Cynthia Sylvia Stout
Would not take the garbage out.
She'd wash the dishes and scrub the pans
Cook the yams and spice the hams,
And though her parents would scream and shout,
She simply would not take the garbage out.
And so it piled up to the ceiling:
Coffee grounds, potato peelings,
Brown bananas and rotten peas,
Chunks of sour cottage cheese.
It filled the can, it covered the floor,
It cracked the windows and blocked the door,
With bacon rinds and chicken bones,
Drippy ends of ice cream cones,
Prune pits, peach pits, orange peels,
Gloppy glumps of cold oatmeal,
Pizza crusts and withered greens,
Soggy beans, and tangerines,
Crusts of black-burned buttered toast,
Grisly bits of beefy roast.
The garbage rolled on down the halls,
It raised the roof, it broke the walls,
I mean, greasy napkins, cookie crumbs,
Blobs of gooey bubble gum,
Cellophane from old bologna,
Rubbery, blubbery macaroni,
Peanut butter, caked and dry,
Curdled milk, and crusts of pie,
Rotting melons, dried-up mustard,
Eggshells mixed with lemon custard,
Cold French fries and rancid meat,
Yellow lumps of Cream of Wheat.
At last the garbage reached so high
That finally it touched the sky,
And none of her friends would come to play,
And all of her neighbors moved away;
And finally, Sarah Cynthia Stout
Said, "Okay, I'll take the garbage out!"
But then, of course it was too late,
The garbage reached across the state,
From New York to the Golden Gate;
And there in the garbage she did hate
Poor Sarah met an awful fate
That I cannot right now relate
Because the hour is much too late
But children, remember Sarah Stout,
And always take the garbage out.
by Shel Silverstein

....ever get that feeling?.....

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 06:48:50 GMT

SOMETHIN'S GOIN ON AND I'LL PROLLY NEVER GET IT!